An Insight Into My Soul

Self pride. Admiration. Happiness. All follow when you find something you're truly good at. This blog is just another girl trying to find what she's good at. Hope retreats as she finds her best friend is better by far. A post in search of praise, as she seeks to lock her insecurities away but they do not want to be caged. They rage around bringing havoc and pain. An escape becomes just another thing that taunts her. This quest is not over but the hero is so tired. Heroes don't fail, I am no more than a weakling in search of the thing that makes life complete she says. Talent. Love. Acceptance. They dance away as she reaches out. She's so tired maybe its time to give up. A hero trait slips out. No. No giving up yet. Not yet. Keep going. Day after day. Through the boredom, through the lack of self pride, through the feeling of uselessness that wraps it arms around her. Not yet.